Life can be either …
Jul 5th, 2012 by Autumn Sunshine
bitter or sweet …
I was worrying earlier, and thinking that life is sometimes sad, and it seems to hit all at once. I had written two blogs about my daughter and that she was moving to Austin, Texas. She moved and things were not going well, she was going to come back here and I was relieved. She is not coming back, it’s been a lot of stress. I can only hope for better things ahead, I just want her to be happy and safe. I feel like she is not happy right now, and I don’t know what will happen. Wait and see? Very much stress.
Right now is really close to the date my Dad passed away from cancer, it will be 9 years on July 9th. It was the worst day of my life and my Mom’s and the whole family. Dad was a fighter and he fought hard. Anyway, Mom gets sadder this time of year. They has such a long and happy marriage. I feel sad always but I would not wish my Dad back to have to go through what he did. My Mom doesn’t want that, but of course, this loss is harder for her. This time of year always seems to haunt her.
This is life, it’s how it is
It’s how it goes, we get happy and sad or bitter and sweet never seems to stay on an even keel for long. Well, that is life, and no one promised us a rose garden. We can’t have happy all the time. I wonder how that would feel?
I once wrote something a long time ago, something about “nothing lasts forever, not the good stuff and not the bad” . It’s how it is, life is a surprise at times. So I’m thinking again, and who knows, right around the next corner there could be a happy spell I believe in magic and I’m a dreamer. So … I’m going to wish and wait and see. In the meantime, my Darling Man will keep me in line so I don’t get too sad.
I wish you all more sweet than bitter Never stop dreaming !