Life can be either …
Jul 5th, 2012 by Autumn Sunshine
bitter or sweet …
Family Sadness
I was worrying earlier, and thinking that life is sometimes sad, and it seems to hit all at once. I had written two blogs about my daughter and that she was moving to Austin, Texas. She moved and things were not going well, she was going to come back here and I was relieved. She is not coming back, it’s been a lot of stress. I can only hope for better things ahead, I just want her to be happy and safe. I feel like she is not happy right now, and I don’t know what will happen. Wait and see? Very much stress.
Right now is really close to the date my Dad passed away from cancer, it will be 9 years on July 9th. It was the worst day of my life and my Mom’s and the whole family. Dad was a fighter and he fought hard. Anyway, Mom gets sadder this time of year. They has such a long and happy marriage. I feel sad always but I would not wish my Dad back to have to go through what he did. My Mom doesn’t want that, but of course, this loss is harder for her. This time of year always seems to haunt her.
This is life, it’s how it is
It’s how it goes, we get happy and sad or bitter and sweet never seems to stay on an even keel for long. Well, that is life, and no one promised us a rose garden. We can’t have happy all the time. I wonder how that would feel?
I once wrote something a long time ago, something about “nothing lasts forever, not the good stuff and not the bad” . It’s how it is, life is a surprise at times. So I’m thinking again, and who knows, right around the next corner there could be a happy spell 
I believe in magic and I’m a dreamer. So … I’m going to wish and wait and see. In the meantime, my Darling Man will keep me in line so I don’t get too sad.
I wish you all more sweet than bitter Never stop dreaming !
Some times there are too many things happening in our life at a given point of time …some memories, days, family….all we can really do is howl it out ….
Some times it feels howling clears the.blockage the heaviness in.heart
and you are able to smile for others..
I know you are having a plate full of worries right now..but yes there will be spring soon..smiles and hopes all for you:)
sending you happy hugs n love
So well said, Soma
I feel like howling it out. Well you know a lot of the family stuff, and it’s not easy right now, but again we have to take it and get through. Thanks for the happy hugs and love ! love and hugs to you always 
Aw, Autumn. This is a troubling time for you right now. I know you must be worried about your princess. How could you not be with her so far away. And now you have you Dad on your mind. Please allow your self to work through your feelings though…no bottling it up…k.
I’ll be being adding extra prayers today for you, your mom, and your princess.
Much love and hugs xoxo
Deb’s latest blog is … The Artist
Deb, you are so sweet and thank you for the prayers
You know me and this is a bit much again. It does always seem to sort of “pile up”. I’m trying to work through my feelings and just have to stay upbeat as I can. Love and Hugs and TY for being you 
xox
Nothing wrong with that, but still allow yourself to feel what it needs to feel. If will help you get through it.
Hugs xx
Prayers…..always, my friend!
Deb’s latest blog is … The Artist
I agree, prayers always
and I think step by step I will get through this. I just wish it would work out faster. HUGS xx ♥
Hi Autumn, very good quote, life is like that.
Hi Indira
thanks so much for stopping by and cheering me on 